Family.

I'm not a part of this family.
Little man doesn't want us kissing. DB kissed me and he told us to stop. Which isn't a big deal, but I want a family. I need a family. I don't want one that isn't mine. I need one of my own.
DB doesn't want kids for a while. I wanted kids years ago. His response was, "I already have a kid." Yea. I don't though.

I don't know what to do about that. About any of it. If I join the PC, I won't be even engaged for 3 years minimum. Then engagement, then marriage, then kids. I'll be 35-ish. Great.


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