As I was being kissed last week (not sure what day), running my fingers through this guys hair, and it popped into my head. And as much as I want to deny it, I'm afraid it'll stick. We've been dating for three weeks on Wednesday. It's too soon.
I met his son tonight. He's too cute. Super polite and very sweet. He caught us kissing and said no, haha.
I really don't know how I feel about this. It's going fast, but slow at the same time. I love it and I hate it. And I don't know what to do..
Monday, July 25, 2011
Sunday, July 17, 2011
New things.
So I'm officially "seeing someone." I'm not sure how I feel about that. It's a new and different thing. And unlike my recent dating habits, this is actually a good man.
Something feels different. I hope it is.
We've been on four dates. It's always a good sign when a man takes you to the theatre. :) And watches sappy love movies. And is an incredible kisser... Did I just write that? Well, he is. :)
I'm happy. My PC app is nearly done. School is going great. I'm going to Mexico in three weeks. I have a pretty good job (or two). And I have a great kisser to date! :) I also have a new niece (most precious human being ever!!) and a new niece dog! This has been an absolutely amazing week.
I never want this to end! <3
Something feels different. I hope it is.
We've been on four dates. It's always a good sign when a man takes you to the theatre. :) And watches sappy love movies. And is an incredible kisser... Did I just write that? Well, he is. :)
I'm happy. My PC app is nearly done. School is going great. I'm going to Mexico in three weeks. I have a pretty good job (or two). And I have a great kisser to date! :) I also have a new niece (most precious human being ever!!) and a new niece dog! This has been an absolutely amazing week.
I never want this to end! <3
Monday, July 11, 2011
Peace Corps
I'm in the middle of writing my essays. I've printed my transcripts. And I've ordered my divorce decree.
I'm scared to death.
This application, for one thing, is R-I-D-I-CU-L-O-U-S. It's scary by itself. Then comes the part where they ask how I will integrate and what can I bring to the PC.
What can I bring to the Peace Corps that it doesn't already have?? I'm nothing special. I just want to serve. And help. And love those people.
How do I make my application stand out when I know I'm nothing they haven't seen before?
Ugh.
I'm scared to death.
This application, for one thing, is R-I-D-I-CU-L-O-U-S. It's scary by itself. Then comes the part where they ask how I will integrate and what can I bring to the PC.
What can I bring to the Peace Corps that it doesn't already have?? I'm nothing special. I just want to serve. And help. And love those people.
How do I make my application stand out when I know I'm nothing they haven't seen before?
Ugh.
Thursday, July 7, 2011
Broken
I was driving home from a Mexico meeting, blasting my little Christian mix on my iPod.
I don't know what happened or what changed. I just started sobbing. The combination of thinking of those precious children, listening to how much God loves me, and finally realizing that there's a plan for me.
Whether it's at the City, in the Peace Corps, or here where I am. There is a plan.
I don't know what happened or what changed. I just started sobbing. The combination of thinking of those precious children, listening to how much God loves me, and finally realizing that there's a plan for me.
Whether it's at the City, in the Peace Corps, or here where I am. There is a plan.
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